2nd oct 2025

i create, i build, i write, i consume, i think, and i do it all over again; not in any particular order. i want to expose myself to more long forms of media these days. i hear it's the healthier way of consuming materials online. and my brain agrees so far. as such, i have created this website, learning other skills to design websites that resonate with myself, and temporarily removed myself from social media.

for the next 30 days, i'm expecting a full recovery. then, i'll start socialising physically and be more active. for now, i'll socialise as much as i can aka on a weekly or biweekly basis. and spend the rest of my time doing what i enjoy: consuming comedy; consuming and learning about philosophy; learning 3d website skills; learning about love; learning about artificial intelligence workflows; learning about hardware, well eventually; learning about nuclear; learning about privacy; writing about topics that pop up in my broken brain. idk much but anything yet so i'm simply exploring.

i've read multiple articles and listened to friends about personal branding and they said that what i'm doing now is on brand. i'm not a fan of subjecting my existence to a brand. a brand has to be one thing and not the other. a person can be both. being contradictory is a possibility for humans and i prefer myself to be that way. to be able to hold opposing ideas is a joy in itself. the arguments in my head make and do not make sense to me. it's the contradiction that i find comedic. life is simple. live easy. accept all and simply breathe while i exist. well not exactly all, murders are out of the question. but you get the point, right? if you don't, who cares?